Am I in love with my daughter’s boyfriend?

I must admit that I have not really had a good relationship since I split up with my husband a couple of years ago. The thing is that i thought our relationship would last forever, and after having given up a successful London escorts career, I am so disappointed that it has not done so. My husband was older than me, and in many ways I feel I have missed out on many things in life. At the time I left London escorts, I was doing really well, and if I had stayed on, I am sure that I would have become a great escort in London in the top escorts in London agency and it is fantastic to know i would have become that.
Anyway, we had a good marriage while it lasted, and I have a lovely daughter to be proud of. She does not know about my past with London escorts, and I really don’t want her to. Her father and I have kept that to ourselves, and I think that is really for the best of all parties. She is 18 years old today, and when I look at her, I seem myself at that age. When I was 18 years old, I had not as yet joined London escorts. Instead I was working in a hostess bar in Soho doing okay for myself. I have always been a hard working soul, and I guess I would not have it any other way. Work has always been something that I have enjoyed, and even when my daughter was small, I set up my own Avon business. It was perfect and it was not only my former friends at London escorts who became my customers. Overall I did very well, and even though I am 48 years old, I still run my own business. Sure I miss London escorts, but you have to move on in life.
One thing that I have realised that I have missed out on is dating men my own age. When I worked for London escorts, I always dated gents who were a lot older than I am, and of course, I left London escorts for an older man. Perhaps this is why I have feelings for my daughter’s boyfriend. I always used to think that young men were immature, but my daughter’s boyfriend has somethings special about him. He is super sexy and it seems to be oozing out of every pore of his body. In short, I have feelings for him. I am still in touch with some of the girls I used to work with at London escorts, and one of them,  Eliza, has a toyboy. She can totally understand how I feel about my daughter’s boyfriend, and feels that it is down to the fact that I have missed out on so much in my relationship with my husband. However, I am not going to upset my daughter, but I am going to take my feelings onboard. Maybe it is about time I found myself my own toy boy, and started to have some fun. It would probably make my daughter feel a little bit embarrassed, but it would be the ultimate treat for me.

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